a new beggining

LoVe GaMe

2010-05-20T10:26:00.000-07:00

There's a ticklish feeling always flowing through my body when u look at me
I love the way you admire me as if im some beautiful sculpture that god made
the times when you hold my hand i feel like i should never let myself go
all i want to do is always be with you and treasure u as my own
theres no complete feeling without you
you make me feel complete and safe
in your arms i lay not thinking about the sorrows
the past never wants to haunt me when your around
all i ever think about is not mine but our future
together as one we shall remain
i dont care whether we are from different religious backgroud
all i want is for our souls to meet
love is not about who,what or whom you are
its about two souls finding a common path that never ends
this day i ask will you be mine forever and ever
i have imperfections but just being with you puts everything in place
i know you feel the same
but we must take things slow
i realised that rushing brings us nowhere
it only causes seperation at the end of the day
therefore lets play the game of love but this time theres no win or lose
theres is only a fair game....

JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU BABY

SoulMates

2010-05-19T12:04:00.001-07:00

Its been 1 mth and 4days since he dissapeared from my life
how can someone juz leave you and go without any goodbyes
is it that he wanted to spare the explaination?
or he merely wanted me to be left in confusion?
really mature for him to just ignore my calls and msgs and pretend that everything is just awesome
i know therez something bugging his soul and i feel it
is he trying to hide his pain?
but why keep it to himself when he has ppl around him to share
he claims im his soulmate for life and then he juz pretends that i dont even exist
am i suppose to hunt him down?
or should i just leave him by himself and move on?
so many thoughts running through my mind
questions yet to be answered and answers yet to be found
wouldnt you wana noe what the reason when someone juz makes a sudden disappearence?
it hurts knowing that your physical relationship with him has gone to an extreme level
and yet he disses you off just like that
i will confront you one day
and i hope i get my answers
theres nothing more hurtful then a soulmates's ignorance

I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO

Tere Liye(Only For You)

2009-06-25T09:10:00.000-07:00

In aankhon mein dekhoo to,kuch koya sa lage
(As i gaze into your eyes,that spark appears lost)
In hooton pe yeh hasi,jhooti lage
(The smile upon your lips appears fake)
Teri baaton mein,kuch chupa lage
(Hidden within your words are unspoken emotions)
Ter adaayein bhi,alag si lage
(Even your presence seems estranged)
Pyar ke samundar mein tu,kin leheron khoyi
(In this ocean of love,which waves are you becomeing lost in?)
Tumko nahin hai pata
(Why do you doubt that...)

Tere liye duniya bhool jaauun
(For ou i will forget the whole world)
Tere liye meri jaan
(For you-my life)
Tere liye saare din saari raatein
(For you-my every day,my every night)
Tere liye aasmaan
(For you-the heavens)

Jo lamhe saath bithayein,voh pyar ka samaa
(Those precious moments we've shared,during our season of love)
Jo sapne humne dekhein,unka hua kya
(What becomes of those dreams that we saw together?)
Is aag mein na jaane,kyu hum jal rahe
(Why let these flames of doubt burn us?)
Kabse andheron mein,hum yunhi rahein
(For how long will shades of darkness overcast our love?)
Kya baat hai jo tera,saaya bhi roota lage
(What is causing even your shadowto seem upset?)
Itni hai kyun dooriyan
(Why is there a distance between us?)

Tu hi mere jaan ve
(You are my life)
Tu hi mera mann
(you are my pride)
Tere uthe haayon mera,dil qurbaan
(For you i would sacrifice my heart)

~Tere liye by navin kundra~
this song gives peace to my mind wif lovely mesmerising words that life you off the ground=))
hope you enjoy it..

With love...

Onlyme

2009-06-21T22:09:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!!this is my first blog ever..am not a very patient girl to blog like everyday but i'll try my best..=)..i decided to have this blog coz my diary is always being read by mom..haiz the privacy problem..how much i try to hide she will find out..n thats rather bothering..so wadeva i feel am gona share wif my frens here..my love life..frens outings..family disasters..practically mylife is a beautiful disaster..it has alot of downs than ups..grew up as the only child but not the pampered child..more like i only depend on u..=))n that kinda is though..so i dont rely get much freedom after all..n that annoys me..am 19 this yr..still stuck wif studying..loveee dancing reading n poem writing..=)..they comfort me most of the time..n not forgetting my close friends who have always been there for me when am in much pain n sorrow..frens are always gona be there whether new or old..they r the motivation in life for me..i look up to some of them..am a good advisor too.haha..especially love advice..gone tru too much already..k i shall leave my first entry short..haha..lovexXx mwaxXx..